Monday, August 24, 2015

New Chapter : 05



Throughout life, people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do cause hate in your heart will consume you too.  - Will Smith 


Nowadays, mostly people always pretend to be nice with us. Somehow, without knowing the reasons, we believe in them, tell them all our secrets, problems. And when they knew everything, they'll tell lies. selling the rumors without knowing what's truly happened to others. I'm not saying this like 'Ohh, i'm an angle. I never did those things' It's not like that. What i'm trying to say here is we should not do that. Change into a better person. It might be hard, but little by little, those efforts we put on to change, will worth it. Trust me cause i'm trying my best, putting lots of efforts to be someone who got positive in all ways. 

Despite that, let's change. Even if we just keep quite and stay out of their life, bad rumors of us still remain being spread. They will only change if it happened to them. Maybe that's the only way for people to change. Right? Should i say that people nowadays only want good things happen to them not to others. Yeah, simply said as selfish.

Just a reminder from me to us.
> Be friend with those who make you feels comfortable, whom you want to be friends with.
> Don't put high hope on someone though it's your loves one but sometimes you must
> You may trust others, but don't put too much trust and trust them easily (broken glasses aren't easy to fix and it'll leave scars)
> Be who you want to be, do what you love to do, and leave all the negatives aside 
> Put on smiles on your face, create happiness with your love ones, enjoy the beauty of life,

For some reasons, i'm hoping to have a beautiful journey with those people whom i want to be with. And for some reasons, i'm just want to have a beautiful journey with my own self. Without those people whom i wish they'll be by my side.



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Atuk, i miss you badly. I really hope i could turn back time where you're still here. You know you annoyed me sometimes but deeply inside, that's just how you showed your granddaughter your love. You always bought me foods, asked me to come over to your house. Maybe we're closed as you've been took care of me since i was a little kid, right? Atuk, till now, i didn't know where's your grave and i haven't go to your new home. How rude am i. But atuk, though i can't see you, i know you'll always look after your families right? Nenek really miss you so do ibu. Al-Fatihah to you, Mohd Ali bin Suang.