i just need a break of my own thoughts
Look, it doesn't matters now. The decision had been made and there's nothing i could do. And indeed i'm so thankful that i have anna as one of my room mate next semester and the rest of the semesters. But, all i want is nadia to be one of my room mate too. I know, once ago i don't want her to be my room mate. But that's the old story since you left her and starts to stick with na and qa and i had to change rooms. Yeah, thanks to you i got to get along with nadia and i'm comfortable with her. Plus, she's my classmates and we're always in the same group when we have to make a group works. It makes things go easier thanks to you but hmm i don't even know how to explain it. Just, thank you for making things worse for now. And yeah, let's see whether we will get along or not. Keeps on being 'kaki ngadu' okay? I'm so disappointed with you right now. And i just don't know who can i trusts in the new house with new housemates.
I don't know how and why. But day by day, i'm easy getting bored with people around me. Urgh! I'm so upset and i'll continue my new chapter till the day i want to.