Wednesday, January 1, 2014

2013 to 2014

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim~
.thank you 2013 for these great memories that i will always remember inshallah. and thank you to everyone who just come and went away from my life well there'll always come and go right? normal thing to happen to every people in this world. and i hope 2013 will be a motivation for me to handle all of the upcoming problems or happiness in 2014. thank you and an honour to meet you dear 2013 ^^

I think it'd been a long time right since my last entry? hahaha well working on my assignment which have completed about 90% as i did it again half of it. ohh, why do am i so working hard? hahaha i need to complete all of it within two or one and a half days. i need to do so. no matter what. and that's a fullstop. So, there's a 35 minutes left when i'm typing this and that. i can't imagine i'll be 17 this 2014. and urm, yeah i do feel so young. yeah totally young. ohh right. there's totally lot of memories that i can't forget like when i'm having my last outing with my friends from academy. and i do still rememdered how we celebrated my friend's birthday threw some flour with some margerine to his face and his hair what a happy day could be for him and we're also had some cakes that made by the boys. seriously it's kind of hard but the taste was great. thank you for giving us a piece of it boys. ohh that day when the boy group which is forteen //without izzue came to the academy and i was like 'ohh, just forteen' hahaha and when ashraf muslim came and my friend cried becauese couldn't met him and she was like 'sir, saya minat dia sir' and we all laughed. seriously, she's his fanatic fans. and urm that time. okay i don't want to say about it. next, the day of our photo session with the big brothers of kru. that's amazing. the day when i sat beside him and just do our own stuff. the day that we all watch movies together when he sat infront of me and offered some popcorn but i didn't took it as i also do have my own. sorry bro kind of didn't want to hurt actually. and that time when my housemates woke up late to go to college and we're in a hurried situation where we should brought our things to the college cause we're going to move out. and that was seriously embrassing moments. serious talk cause i felt like no i think i don't even want to face them. hahaha

and the moments where we took our photo together along with the lecturers and friends. we're just like a family. and my last day always be the day when i close almost with everyone. and the most person that i always thought when i was there was my little sister and yeah i do always miss her. and best part about my day was when i met with my old friends at the hostel seriously i miss wawa and pizah the most and everytime pizah saw me she'll look at me from up to down as said 'i think you've lost weight' hahaha totally right ohh i miss the moment when pizah gave me advices when i got problems and i will gave her some sweets when she felt sleepy in the classroom but now, it's just a memory. i'll miss that moment. and wawa i miss to give her advices and help her to solve her problems and to wake her up every morning going to breakfast together. ouhh i really miss them i think i'll be carzy if i keep thinking about this every single day. right. well i may have met new friends and i'm closed to them but that doesn't mean that i'd forget about you girls. no one can replace your place. and i promise i'll meet you guys whenever i come back to my hometown ahhh another 15 minutes when i'm typing this. problems never fade away. but i'm thankful to ALLAH as always be here with me. Alhamdulillah. gave me strength and courage to face all of these.gave me such a great person in my life and take aways those who didn't expect to stay. i'm still thankful no matter what. and i will be a better person of me towards ALLAH, my parents, my family and every one.

i may be a bright person to some people and i may be an enemy to some people. but who cares? as long as i know what i do is true. i don't think i wanna stick to the same person of me in this 2014. i wanna be me in a new perception. i wanna do a great things and i want to master in drawings and i want to be the best among the best and be a reason why my parents and my family keep smile and happy. i want to make my dream came true. and i just wish everyone will make a great memories with those they loved.

Dear 2013, thank you.

And dear 2014, please be nice towards me, towards myparents and my family, towards to everyone. hoping that we'll achive of what we dream for. we should not just dream but chase the dreams. be the one who needed by everyone when they were in trouble or not. just be happy and keep smile even you're sad. believe. think positive. always. and have a faith. Allah is our god and al-Quran and as-sunnah is our guidance. Prophet Muhammad saw is our role model. i just hope i'll meet Chen form EXO. hehehe kind of fanatic of him. really really really a fan of him.


THANK YOU 2013. HELLO 2014. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. 

many many many loves from me to EXO'S Chen ^^ hahaha and thank you ibu ayah along kakak adik wawa pizah zatul qashah zazu anna nadia farah iqa tyra nabil candy gg nafis syafie syafiq akmal adri aliff mj akim wafiq ridhuan aliyah arissa fatin dan luq